The following post appeared recently on Martin Roth’s blog. He had seen my blog and liked the idea. So much so, in fact, that he created an imaginary interview about what he went through before getting his first novel published. I am using my prerogative as blog owner to include it today–with Martin’s permission. I hope he’ll forgive me for the merest bit of editing.
Martin explains:
I personally was in that same boat [that Roger was in during his pre-publication days] for more than thirty years, waiting for that first contract. It finally arrived late in 2008 from Ark House Press, for my novel “Prophets and Loss.”
So here is a completely imaginary interview, between me and myself, set in 2008, shortly before the arrival of that contract.
Welcome Martin. Please tell me about your first novel.
Thank you. My first novel? Goodness. That would have been in the 1970s, when I was a journalist in Tokyo. It was a sultry pot-boiler, full of sword-wielding Asian gangsters, voluptuous Oriental women and lots of steamy sex. I wasn’t a Christian back then.
And what happened?
The first person I queried – a very well known US agent – returned it with the comment that I knew more about Japan than I did about how to write a novel. The second said he would be interested if I ever wrote a non-fiction book on Japan. I kept trying, but finally gave up, and wrote a second novel.
And?
I decided to aim at the British market this time, and I actually found a well regarded agent who liked it. She sent it to all the leading publishers, but with no better luck than the first time around. I still have the letter she forwarded to me from a Random House director: “It’s sharp and fast…Martin Roth can certainly tell a story. But…events are too hurried. One can readily believe all the boozing and whoring…but the thriller element is so rushed it is as though Roth wants to get them over so that he can take us as fast as possible into yet another red light district.”
How discouraging.
But I kept trying. I wrote one or two more – I don’t actually remember how many – and then in 1993 I moved to Australia to live. And a local agent expressed interest in one of my novels. She told me she thought she could find a publisher. But then something dramatic happened.
Something dramatic? Tell me, tell me.
I became a Christian. At the age of forty-four. You can read my testimony here. And I decided that I didn’t want to publish a novel with lots of sex and swearing, so I withdrew it. I went to Bible College part-time for a few years, then began praying that God might somehow use my writing for His glory. And at some point I received what was to me a very powerful message that it was God’s plan that I write novels. So I wrote “Prophets and Loss,” a private eye thriller. I finished it around 1998.
Ten years ago.
I spent several years trying to find a publisher, with absolutely zero interest. Eventually I became so discouraged that I decided to place it on the internet, for anyone to read, together with a little PayPal button for people to make donations if they liked it. I raised a total of $15 over fifteen months.
Oh dear.
But then I found an agent, a Jewish lady in New York, who told me bluntly: “This novel will be published.” That gave me a lot of hope. But a year later she said she could do no more for me. So I queried all the leading Christian agents, and one of them actually took me on. I still remember how excited I was when he subsequently sent a copy of an email from an editor at Moody Publishers expressing enthusiasm for “Prophets and Loss.”
I’m already fearing the worst.
It seemed the sales team made the ultimate decision about what got published. And they didn’t like it. One reason was that it was set in Australia. So I decided to re-write it totally, setting it in the US, with American characters.
Wow. That must have been difficult.
I remember spending days and days with Google Maps, changing all the Australian locations, which I was very familiar with, of course, into American locations that I had never before heard of. I set it in Orange County, California, for some reason. Anyway, it didn’t do any good. And that led me to do something I’m a bit ashamed of.
Yes?
I decided to write another novel. But like the ones I used to write before I became a Christian. With swearing and sex. I was angry at God. It was a comic novel, about the sex problems…
Martin! This is a Christian website!
Oh yes. Right. Sorry. (Pause.) There were also a lot of lesbians in it.
A “bit” ashamed. Martin, you should be totally ashamed.
I was angry with God. I was so sure that it was God’s plan for me to write my novel “Prophets and Loss” – I’m still certain of it – that I couldn’t understand why I was being tossed around like a shipwrecked sailor. Not to mention all the expense. It can cost forty or fifty dollars to airmail a manuscript from Australia to the US. So I was kind of challenging God, saying hurry up and arrange a publisher for this novel that glorifies You, before I find a publisher for one that does the opposite. It was actually rather childish of me.
I presume this new novel wasn’t published.
A local agent liked it. But no, she could never find a publisher.
And are you still angry with God?
It’s funny. Ten years ago, after I finished writing my novel, I was so excited. I almost took it for granted that God had this plan to turn me into a famous, best-selling novelist. Then I got discouraged, and after that angry. But now I’ve reached a kind of peace. I’ve done all I can. I know that now it’s totally in God’s hands. Maybe it’s not His plan that it actually be published. Maybe it’ll only be in Heaven that I’ll understand what’s been going on. I don’t know. But I don’t worry about these things any more. I know that my life is good, whether or not I’m a published novelist.
So what’s the latest with “Prophets and Loss?”
Just recently I heard of a new Christian publishing house in Sydney, Ark House Press. They’re looking for novels, so I’ve sent them my manuscript. Please pray for me.
I’ll certainly do that. Martin, thank you and good luck.
* Martin Roth is the author of the Military Orders series of novels, about a church that has established a new military order to fight for today’s persecuted Christians. He is also the author of the Johnny Ravine private eye novels.